||[Aug. 21st, 2004|11:44 pm]
|||||thursday- cross out the eyes||]|
so, umm, is it considered cheating if you hate your boyfriend but can't break up with him cuz you never get to see him and he won't answer his phone or empty his voice mail so i can't talk to him, and he is a total ass to you about everything you do but won't say it to your face, but to your bestfriend behind your back then you meet up with the guy you love to death and start hanging out everryday and might end up making out on a trampoline til 2:30 in the morning with another chick? just curious
so not a lot new over here, just work and volleyball and trying to finish my english bullshit
catch 22 is a good book., yeya.
i miss everyone,
i am crazy about jayson, and i dont think he takes me telling him that too serious.
but it was so sweet, i came in to work for him tonight cuz of his painkillers for his wisdom teeth and he pushed me away from what i was working on and took over so i could eat and when i tried to take it back he told me he would never kiss me ever again if i didn't go eat right that moment. he's such a sweetheart to me. and that really isn't what i'm talking about, but whatever.
i just totally spaced. i really want jayson, i hope i can get him......it makes me sad to know that he isn't mine and only mine at the moment.
oh my goth! fucking awesome shit!
i met sallys friend Grey, he is 15 and his parents bought him a 2002 Audi TT and he drove me around and took me to volleyball, and i told him i love his car and asked him if he wanted to take me to a movie and he's like, sure, when do you want to go? so thats my date on monday, well during the day anyways, maybe jayson will want to see me that night....i'm wicked. i seriously am praying jayson will call me tomorrow so we can chill til we have to go into work.
well i have to go chiillllis with jess, but later y'all